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What I’ve realized
I’ve realized that the past almost 5 months I’ve messed up a lot. I wish I wouldn’t have done, or said half of the things I had. The good parts were more than perfect.. They were magical. Being happy with you is what makes me motivated everyday. But I wish I would’ve always realized that I needed to be the most perfect I could be ALL the time. I wish I would have been serious from the start, because now that college is coming up, I feel like I wasted a lot of my time that could have been perfect everyday, and not just some. We hit a lot of rough stops, that weren’t needed but because I didn’t have my head on right and was selfish, I continued to mess up. And not realize how important this all really was. How important is it for me to still be perfect everyday now, now that the time is getting closer, we need to be as close as we’ve ever been baby. We need to become one so that when we part it won’t be as much as a trial. I know we can do it. I just wish I would’ve been perfect from the start, that’s all. But now I can only make the best of what I have left to spend every day with you making it like our first date, until we can actually live together. I’m so ready to marry you. I just want to do it now. But I’m very excited for our journey and what’s to come :) we can do it! I know I can make this perfect and work.
Missing you.
I wasn’t able to see you for 2 days. I’ve never felt so lonely and sad before. I know it may not seem like its a big deal, but going from seeing you alll day every day, it’s a huge deal. It scared me so much, because I knew how I felt then, how lonely I was and I all I could do was think about you and how it was going to be like whenever you left for college. I wish I was graduating right now, so we could start brand new on our journeys to new lives, and eventually being together forever. I wish it was going to be that simple. But it’s not at all, I have 2 more years of high school ahead of me. I wish more than anything that I could come with you to college. I can’t stand to be away from you. You’re the only thing that makes me a little bit sane. I’m going to go crazy when you’re gone. I know you are going to visit and I’m going to look forward to that more than anything.. I can’t wait for all of this preparing for our lives to be together is over with, so I can really be with you every day all day, no worries. Forever. It’s going to happen. I can’t wait to get there :)
Crying
Crying yourself to sleep is the absolute worst. You’re there wanting someone to hear you and come and hold you but it never happens. You burry your face into the pillows, soaking everything. Can’t breath, nose clogs completely, eyes get sore and heavy. It’s just horrible. Then you get tired, and quietly stop.
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